I didn't know where to start to catch up all the things that has happened in my life in the past few months. Let's just start it since High School started. My whole life changes when I know I enter a giant black hole, true people, I called my own school a black hole, it sucks me and I am pretty much drained. I know, suck-ish.
July to December, a semester to through, and I feel like I am all fed up with all the dramas, too many kind of dramas I have been watching, and sometimes I took a pretty good role of itself, I am tired with those plastics, God, I just want to have them off my mind a little bit. Kay I lied, I want them off my life for real.
I escaped reality for couple times during the semester, once happened in August 4 2010.
Creds : Rya Pangestu
The All Time Low's concert. The third concert I attended and turned out to be the most unforgettable one. It was also my first concert without my sister, Ayu and Rya were there though, psst, it was also my first time meeting Vany. I escaped reality for one whole night, even though there was the bitter sweet, still, I escaped.
The second : September 23 2010
The Jakarta Jam '11. I didn't take good pictures at the gigs, but I did a shot with Forrest from Hello Goodbye <3 it was another bitter sweet moments, remembering what I've struggle days before the gigs. I just got my ticket one day before!
After all those reality escapes, I had to walk my way to school and faced the bitches. Trust me, too many dramas I took a part of, I'm tired man. As if tumblr said, Y U NO GO AWAY HIGH SCHOOL DRAMAS? Right, i spent too much time there. lol
The reality had been treating me awfully until that day, December 4 2010 if I'm not mistaken, Java Musikindo announced that they're pulling The Downtown Fiction to Jakarta. I was just too happy for them, I've known them since they play those private backyard shows, and they just go up on stage singing in big gigs. Who else wouldn't be proud? They must have kidding me right?
Aight then, it's just a little of my mind, I mean come on, I've seen terrible news for Indonesia, and my life, it couldn't be more of a disaster, but why live in miserable while i can have my own shot for the joys? All those escaping-reality-moments, I couldn't ask for better nights, I can't wait till my next-reality-escape-moment, it would be awesome.
TDF was just some indie bands who barely have enough money for a tour, and looking what they have through till where they are right now, I couldn't ask for a better idol or anything, though I had my ups and downs, they're somehow affecting my whole life. All those times and everything, i know I'm blessed. Thank God for everything <333
-Amelia
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